Gratitude vs Hopelessness

Shave my Head or go for the Cold Cap?

My earliest memories are of brushing my grandmother's hair. Her hair was to the back of her knees. I always admired her and her love for Jesus Christ. I wanted my hair long like hers.

Twice in my life my long hair was cut by force by two different people. I had to work hard to forgive them. Now with this Chemo I am forced to accept baldness for awhille. The cold cap stories I hear are doing no good and why fight it? I chose to reserve that energry on the fight for life.

I guess we will see.

Looking for ways to reduce this tumor. A friend hooked me up with this link ...

Herbs that Naturally Treat and Prevent Colon Cancer

Some of the best herbs to prevent and treat colon cancer are chickweed, garlic, onions, red clover, nettle, rosemary, ginger, parsley, oregano, turmeric, and basil. All of these herbs naturally help detoxify, cleanse, relieve inflammation, shrink polyps and hemorrhoids, heal anal fissures and fistulas, block cancer cells, and clear mucus from the colon, rectum, and anus making the digestive tract healthier and stronger.
I am on it!

Feb 14th
I opt for a second opition. I saw the specialist, he did a colon ultrasound. After the exam he told me it is cancer. And recommended chemo three  times a week for 6 weeks to reduce the size of the tumor and then do surgery remove the tumor and install the bag colonoscopy bag and then more chemo three times a week for 6 week after that they take out the colonoscopy bag. (I wish)

Feb 17th

I went for surgery for another bioscopy and they put in a port for chemo. 

Feb 27th 
I saw the Chemo Doc 
he said this;
I am stage3 cancer they be doing a PET test to make sure as it affects the type of treatment I get and there is a 50% survival rate for me. He said 5 weeks of chemo with radiation and then they do surgery at that time I get the colonoscopy bag.
The chemo will continue for a total of one year. They may or may not be able to restore my rectum. I may or may not have my hair fall out.

You have a legacy that you were born into
 that influences you until you make
conscious choices to change your destiny!

I am driven by spirit ...

~Special Blessings of Love2U ...

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