Gratitude vs Hopelessness: 2nd Chemo Cancelled till next Week

Yesterday I went to get my 2nd Chemo but the blood work came back negative. Apparently my white blood count is down and must come back up to continue chemo.

Chemotherapy often damages the bone marrow that produces red and white blood cells and platelets, a condition called bone marrow suppression, or myelo suppression. As red blood cells die out, which they do naturally every 120 days or so, the body isn't able to replace them, and the red blood count drops.http://www.caring.com/articles/low-red-blood-cell-count

I have to mention the "Chemo Brain" It's like the words in my head don't match up with my tongue. I get stuck, Lose things and just plain forget. http://www.caring.com/articles/chemo-brain

I expect it to get worst. They say a brain fog sets in. Chemotherapy decreases the development of new brain cells and disrupts ongoing rhythms in the part of the brain responsible for making new memories, leaving patients unable to think clearly, connect thoughts, or concentrate on daily tasks. http://www.futurity.org/health-medicine/too-much-chemo-leaves-brain-in-a-fog/

I need help in purchase of six months supply of Essiac.

http://www.gofundme.com/2gdixo

I will continue to pray that God will show me the way.

I am driven by spirit ...

~Special Blessings of Love2U ...
~Debbie:)