Gratitude vs Hopelessness

★ Changing my Mindset

    Self feels bad ... Listen to music ... The goal was to feel better 
   I knew I had to change but I had no idea.
I was a party animal. Rock and Roll 
forever. I'm not kidding. Was not easy
to "un be" that which I had been all my life, runaway, misfit alcoholic, always missing something.

 Always looking, seeking something more.

 Day after Day. Nothing changed because
NOTHING changed.

 If you remain the same,
how can you expect things to change?

 It was not easy to lose that
"self will run riot." I began to see a cycle in myself. I decided it was time for changes.

 I worked very hard to forgive. For in forgiving I was set free of emotional baggage.
BUT I had to do my part. Which is to not bring it up anymore. Some of my much loved rock and roll are attached to super tough emotional times of my life.
 The past brought unforgiveness and all the pain that goes with that.
And to hear the music I mentality relived the past and pain. You know the songs that make you cry.
 I had to break the pattern. It was time to FORGIVE and FORGET!

  I remember at the very first... There was a part in me that fought back to listen to the oldies. I was willing to change. That was the beginning. I don't live in the past anymore The choices are yours everyday.

 You have a legacy that you were born into that influences you until you make conscious choices to change your destiny!

 ~Blessings of Love2U ...

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  1. Hi Debbie,

    Just stopping by. I saw your last post (caught if from FB). This is a great testimony of the transforming power of God. I'm so happy for you. I've my own testimonies as well. Keep up the blog it's great. I also have a blog